So happy you liked it

I was really happy you liked what we did for the weekend.
It's so much more fun being alive when you are including me and not looking for new things that exclude me.
I really want you to be free to do what you want.
But I don't want you to want to leave me behind.
I know our interests cannot always mesh
but I do try to have interests which can include you and one of my favourite interests is you.
So if you will allow I will continue to pursue this interest and maybe we can find new fun things along the way.

Toy store was really not as big a deal as I thought it might.
Would be more fun with you there because I wasn't absolutely certain I had obtained the optimum playthings!... much more to look at.
was looking for something like:
THIS
but they didn't have, what do you think, I think you would look most excellent and delicious!
Would you wear them out to dinner? If so I will get a present for me!
hmmmm

Anyway.
I know it's just the physical thing but it was so nice to have the intimacy which for me makes it easier to not feel pushed away and to feel wanted for more than just someone to fix your computer when you need it. It makes the rest of the day so much more fun, talking and doing whatever we need to do, I can always look forward to being back in bed with you, holding you close and making you feel good, like you make me feel.
If I can share at least that much of your life I don't feel cheated by sharing the rest of your time with whomever you chose.
And if you really liked it I can think of a lot more fun things we can do, going places and doing things.
Better get to bed but wanted to write to you.
Thanks for setting this up.
With our lives being lived somewhat in different timezones now... this should be really fun.